Hello 2020
Things are different these days, things I like are
different. Used to watch agt (America’s got talent), judge the acts and the
judges, was so excited to see Heidi back on the judges panel and wanted to tell
David. We couldn’t wait for it to come on each week. Somehow the show has lost
its appeal. I fast forwarded through most of the show. I missed the back and
forth commentary with David. I’ve deleted future recordings off my DVR tv schedule.
I’m off to Disneyland, again! How crazy is that? You know
the story of how I asked my sister to go to Disneyland with me after David
passed so I could have a few days of “happiest place on earth” distraction. My
sister was so sweet, she didn’t want to tell me that she already had her annual
reservations to go with her friend in just a few weeks. Barb, my sister, and I
went and had a great time. It was a perfect escape. Well fast forward and it’s
time for Barb to head off to Disneyland again. Unfortunately, her friend is ill
and unable to go. Too late to cancel the
room reservations so I’m left with no alternative but to go again! I mean,
gotta be there for her, she was definitely there for me.
I’m attending a grief meeting. The biggest help is it
confirms that I am not going crazy. My mind is foggy and forgetful. I’m fine
and then suddenly I’m not. All normal, so they say. I am really blessed. I have
so many friends who care and are continuing to be supportive during this time.
Several have also lost spouses and say all the right things. None of our
situations are the same but it’s the ole been there, done that. I know so many
care and miss David too. His reach was far and wide. Thank you. I can’t say it
enough.
This was just a quick update, I’ve been off social media but
wanted you to know I’m okay!
See ya at Disneyland!
